umm..honestly i don't really know how to write a blog though.maybe i could pass with posting picts and giving ridiculous comments about them and maybe they'll end up being lame..
usually i'd just write whatever happens in my little notebook whenever i am alone and i can feel many things going around me..currently i might be so into my friends at my work place cos of all the problems that are brewing in that place but i'm pretty glad that some of it did turn out well:D just to remind all my friends that i still do think about them..just can't hang around like we used too...huhuhuuuuhhh..it mite get worst if i get another job out of town then...damn! things just don't go the way they should alll the time right?
right now i'm just missing someone terribly..i cant describe it at all
i just want to meet with the particular person right now..we're so so near but stil yet so far like what most people will say.the only thing that keeps us connected is the damn phone which on my side gives me a lot of problems.umm..i so wish i could get back to the time where we last met though it was only a few days ago.besides i wasn't prepared enough for the weeks ahead that we'll not meet face to face.the fact that we know the truth we just decide not to believe in it sometimes.most of the times i guess...duh..just being ignorant that's what we humans are- thinking that everything is just ok but it ain't going that way in reality.
truly i wish we could just meet just one last time. at the very least, i can say something brave.tomorrow is our last but we can't meet up cos me as usual with a hectic schedule..yup thats right on a weekend!
here's another confession..
we've been messaging the entire day and now suddenly my phone's been idle for about 20mins now which is so unusual..
there now you could probably see a little smile on my face. it just rang with it's little tune and it could be the person i'd waited most for..hehe:D
yup it is..a bigger smile there..heeee
till then
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